[Desmond]

Hey all!

I need a little help on a slightly sensitive topic.

Over the past year me ad my best friend have just been drifting, nothing that hasn't happened before and that's the nature of our relationship. Happens when you've been friends for 10 years.

The trouble really starts back in October. I came out to my Parents as being Queer and Transgedner at the same time...Things did not go smoothly. I looked to my best friend for a shoulder to lean on and found nothing, instead she was chasing after a girl that had already broken her heart and was trying to make sure she was okay over something. From here I just have been feeling...more tension.

Over break she helped me clean my room and tossed out cards that my partner had given me. Granted we weren't together, but, it still struck a nerve of just how casually she tossed years of memories out. Now looking back I should have stopped her.

And now she's in a brand new relationship with the best girl she has ever dated, who I love to death. But she's dropped me basically and has been hanging out with a certain few people.

Her girlfriend and I share the same birthday and they had a get together the day before. They were going to call me when they left the restaurant to say that they were heading back to their apartment so I could come up and hang out with people. I never got a call. I sat here all night waiting for a call. Honestly, I wasn't going to go up because I didn't feel like wasting the gas. But it would have been nice for them to call me like they said that they would.

However, the last straw is about my current partner (some of you know who this is XDD.) She has not taken the news very well. When she found out that we were talking again she took my hat/sunglasses off my head and threw them on the ground while kicking me in the shins. She reacted even worse when she found out that we thinking of getting back together. My water bottle and cell phone ended up being thrown across the room. She is so against me being with this person that she doesn't even see how happy I am. I haven't been this happy in years and she's ignoring it.

So, what should I do? I want to tell her how I'm feeling but I don't know if that's such a good idea. Thoughts my fellow Trisphee users??