[Mizeria]

@Luna
Seems so for me
=3

My first boyfriend I only had a week and he pestered me so much that I said yes. I was going through a ruff time cause my grandfather was in the hospital dying and one day ended up saying "Sure Justin. Whatever." and walked away. Later he informed me that I had said yes and pestered me into a date... My mother fell in love with him cause he pulled a fake act to get on her good side. The next day he stole my first kiss. I punched him in the face and told him he better stay the hell away from me...

The second boyfriend I had was... well not really "my choice"... My friends all said we would look so cute together and that we seemed to get along well.. soo.... I said yes when he asked. I didn't know what I wanted yet... So basically I decided why the hell not just give him a chance? It last two months. He smelled cause he NEVER showered... oooh my gawd it took FOREVER to get that stink off my clothes and myself... I think it lasted so long because my family hated him...

Then came Obbie (the first time) xD
We lasted a year and a half. He's a gamer and has ADHD... etc.
He never treated me right before (thank god he changed right?)
And the last straw was when he blame me for everything wrong in his life. I loved him then. I knew it. But if I was making him unhappy I wouldn't have any part of it. I would rather him be happy with someone else then miserable with me. So I left him.

After that I had a string of odd relationships that normally didn't last long at all.
A few I wish had lasted longer back then but now I understand it was all for the best. It ranged from online to real life. I pretty much said yes to everyone... I was lost.. and hurt... like a piece of me was still missing...

then Obbie came back into my life. I thought he was better but his ex had really messed with his head... and we broke up again...
Took 3 months apart.... made some mistakes...
and now were back together and even Engaged.

Life is hell. Relationships are worse.
It's going to take a lot to find the one your supposed to be with.
One day it will happen


Sorry it took so long...
>.<;;