[Duchess]

I had a crush on my "step-cousin" when i was younger >_> His aunt was married to my father. His aunt isn't my mother tho xP

It's fine to feel weird about it. I felt weird too xD So weird that I dedicated about a week to figuring out whether he counts as family or not. I figure if you spend holidays together... their family >_> Which also means if you spend you holidays with friends.. they're kinda like your family too =]

That's no longer a problem though... My daddy divorced his aunt >_>... which doesn't really matter anymore because I'm over the crush. Something about finding out that he smoked weed in daddy's house and stole appliances from him to sell to the neighbours killed it....

If you feel really terrible about it, like sick to the stomach terrible. Maybe you need to find something you definitely don't like about her, to kill the crush.