[Mizeria]

I can't possibly understand how hard this is for you darlin'

When I was younger I told myself I didn't want a family. That I didn't want to take the chance and turn into my mother, or hers before her. But now... Things are different. I'm in love and have been since I was 16. I want to grow old with this man. I want to buy a house and start a family. I want that happily ever after my mother stole from me when I was young. I've always been careful. I knew that I wasn't going to "save myself" because I honestly didn't think I would love someone as much as him and things lead to things. He was my first but not my only. We've been an on again off again sort. Because of things I'd rather not get into, but we're trying again to make it work... and this time I hope it lasts.

Back to the point; I want children, or at least a child.
A few of my friends already have that.
some married some not but their choices are their own.
I would be crushed if I couldn't have my own child. If there was a possibly of me not having one because of my body or of something I had I don't think I would be able to deal with it. And if the person I love with all my heart just told me he would find someone else to have the child with that would be it for me. I would lose my mind.
I would hope for more... compassion from my partner.
Words that would give me hope... or some plan to get through this together.
I'm not sure what your options are, but I'm sure you've looked them up before right?
We'll be here for you through it all honey.
Supporting you. Helping you. In anyway we can.

I know that things may seem hopeless but you can still adopt.... I know its not the same. But not all is lost. What are you options if I may ask?