[Desmond]

I'm so sorry, first of all, for what you're going through. Secondly, I'm over 18 and technically I have the biologically of a women. It's just the hard wiring that doesn't match.

Anyway. I know that really isn't much I can say to tell you how sorry I am for this news. However, I can tell you that you should really sit your boy down and tell him how you feel. It might be awkward, and hard, to do it's the best way to convey your feelings. Tell him that you understand his side, but, that's not what you wanted to hear right then and calmly explain yourself.

Also, think of other possibilities for having your own child. You can try surrogacy using both sets of genes.

Now, I have a question (which might seem a little silly, but, I have no knowledge of HPV) can you carry a baby to full term then have a C-Section? Or is that not an option?

I'm sorry I can't be more help and I hope things start looking up for you. <3