[Rosekitten]

Nothing really, i just think im emotionally unstable really. I just get jealous and fed up that Kano can sit there and play the game I want to play and can't due to my damned computer. And he's steady chatting away on the mumble server (it's like vent or skype if that helps people know what im talking about) and I feel well left out of the conversation. Sure I can sit near him on the sofa or whatever butt hats not the same thing as being able to play the game with him and chat with everyone =/

and tomorrow he has off and was talking about playing the 360 and i feel bad or worthless pretty much cause i can't drive and i need him tot take me to my grandparents so i can help my grandma while my grandfather is out visiting his sister. ~sighs~

sorry mini rant