[Echo-chan713]

A couple hour ago I wanted to go for a walk at night because something ticked me to do it and when I went to the intersection which was a couple blocks away and I see was paramedics, officers, a pair of shoes on the street and a body bag that looked like it can fit a toddler in it.

I looked and watched them redirecting traffic and I didn't cry, I wasn't bothered by seeing a dead body a couple blocks from where I live. all I could do/say is "I'm sorry" in japanese and just walked away with no change of expression.

I think why I'm not reacting to it is because it's someone I don't know so it doesn't concern me if I don't know them or am I a sociopath. Or am I so emotionally numb to death since i've seen it on T.V. and personal experience with death.

I don't know cause if it was my normal self I would be all concerned like a mother would but I didn't I just numbed myself out of it like a strong drinky-drink.

I told my friend that I got mad at and he didn't read the text and skipped the whole situation, wasn't even suprised by it...any advice of why that happened