[Blaine]

Dear.

I know I messed it up because I know what i did wrong.
You have every right to be disappointed.
Every right to frown.
But it still hurts.
You think you know
But you don't.
You have no idea just how much power and influence you have over me.
"I am disappointed in you."
Like a dagger plunging into my psyche
Everything comes crashing down.
I feel as if it's too late.
I feel as if I have failed you
My future
My life.

But in the end, you have every right
to be disappointed
Because I didn't listen.
I heard but I did not hear.
I saw but I did not see.
So I do not condemn you.
I can only weep.
I am sorry.
I am sorry.
Forgive me please.
I am sorry.

Sincerly,
Blaine