[Bovice]

Holden adjusted on the bed so he was laying across from Hayden. "Your not in the way Hayden. Did Solomon ever tell you that I had a daughter? I mean she wasn't my blood daughter. I adopted her just like I plan to do with Jason." He said with a sigh. "Anyway Amanda was three and Abby was six. Abby was so cute, but so was Amanda. Every time I did something with Abby, Amanda was always there. I used to get so mad at her, but it mainly was because I didn't know how long Abby had left. She had the same disease as her mother, but it took her mom's 22 years to progress. Where as it only took 6 for Abby." He said starting to cry again.

"Sorry, umm I hated Amanda and she was only 3. I was such a fool, she never deserved my hatred. The day I buried Abby, is the day I vowed to do everything to make Amanda happy. What I am trying to say is that it is never the younger siblings fault, its always the older siblings damn fault." Holden said as he rolled to his back and put his arm over his eyes.