[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) It's ok. We all disappear at times ^_^

I know my Adderal is helping me change
alot. I've been opening the blinds, the windows
everymorning now which I wouldn't of done if I was
not on the meds and I am determined to get up
early everymorning so I have enough time to
read before my son wakes up. I like the quiet
and peacefulness of mornings. They are the best.
I woke up afer 7 this morning and that disappointed
me because I wanted to be up early, so now
everynight I am setting the alarm clock for 3:30
to get up at. I normally wake up around then. And
now I will never sleep in and have to worry about
wasting a few hours sleeping when I could of
been doing something more productive.

Reading and cross stitching everyday now is making
me feel alot like my old self. Now all I have to do
is get back into cooking and I will be my old
self. I also need to start cleaning more often,
but I can't because my husband has things lying
around the living room and I don't know what
to do with the papers he has. I don't have any-
where to put them, so cleaning up is hard to
do. But I do hope to get there someday.



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