[Feythfull]

Dear diary why do I keep getting screwed over on every job I get? It's really starting to drain on me. I can't even think about it with out tearing up and I haven't been as happy lately. Even with 2 jobs now I still don't think I could support myself on my own very well and I can't live with my mom for ever!
The first job I ever had was just a crummy job all togther the longer I worked there the worse it got like they wouldn't even let us drink their water (tap water) unless we brought our own cup to drink it out of.
Second job promised me full time when I was done high school but right before I was going to finish they hired someone else and there went my full time.
Third job I was supposed to get full time that lasted an entire 2 weeks before the hours plummeted to crappiness. Though I should have stayed working there other then the hours it was a great job i loved it. One of my only regrets in life was quitting that job.
Fourth Job was a temp job.
Fifth job has crappy hours and my boss flipps out on the smallest stupidest things and makes me feel like I am stupid and worhtless.
sixth job was told I was going to get ot bake cookies and stuff then they hired someone else to do that i was really looking forward to that too. Plus the hours aren't as good as I wanted them too be and they are making it harder for me to get a second job.
I met a guy who said he would hire me to do baking when he got his Deli open but who knows if that will happen. some times I let myself think about that but I can't let myself get my hopes up.