[Muff Muff]

Dear you,

I'm not sure how to feel about this. Things went completely wrong. Somehow, I knew it would. It was a mistake to ask of you what I did. It was far too early for either of us, I'm sure. As time went on all I could do was think of how it was a stupid choice we had. I will forever love that choice, but not what it has led to today. To the future. I can't blame it all on that I suppose. I went back to my old ways. I knew I would. It was only a matter of time. It's for the best now though, at least I think so. I did fine with separated parents. Actually that's a joke. lol I don't know what will become of our choice, but I hope the best for it, even already. Even for you. If we do have to fight for it, I just hope the outcome is right and will lead to their right future. Even if I don't know what needs to happen or what will happen for it.

I hate saying it, so I only think it in all truth, it is best if it is over between us. For the sake of both our sanities. All we will do is fight from here on out. Things weren't done right for it to work. And I say everything happens for a reason. Our past lead us to this present. You did what you did, and I did too. And because of our choices we are now here. And I honestly hate it cause I know, even if you can't face it, that it needs to end. We'll always be brought back together for our child, but sadly, I think that's the only reason we will be speaking to each other after this lease is up. I won't apologize, at least not for what you think I need to. I don't expect any from you. There are things we've held on to and it did eat at us both, I just let it eat me away sooner, I suppose. I hope we survive these last months..hah

Sincerely,
Your ex.