[Funkduder]

I don't think "never" is necessarily the best word for it, but seeing the circumstance, I cannot disagree with what you say entirely. It seems as though life sucks, at the moment. I'm not going to say that it will get better, but nor will I say that it will get worse. It looks as though you hit rock bottom, only leaving things to grow out and be better than before. However, the question that comes to my mind in your position is "what will be done?". Rather, "What can be done at the current moment?".
I think I understand you feelings, a least a little, but being someone who no longer feels that feeling, I know that things tend to change. The main question, however, is what would you like to change? ...actually, let's start there. What would you like to change about this situation?