[Ginger]

For me, it's always been confidence. If I lack confidence, I become depressed. If I'm confident, I take pride in everything I do and I generally look and feel happier. I remember just before I turned 18 I felt really good about myself and about life, until about 7 months of being 18. I realized many of my classmates had cars and driver's licenses and I didn't even have a state ID card. I started feeling pretty pathetic. I haven't even had a job yet or been gambling, and my boyfriend has done all of that. But it's not so bad anymore. It does get to me sometimes though.

There is nothing worse for me than other people killing my confidence by assuming I'm a bad person.