[lollie]

i am soo stressed out with school,as well as dealing with many issues with my family,it is truly falling apart n slowly bringing me into it,there are times where that same night there is arguing i just want to run away and never come back to this ,but the reason i stay is to be there for my mom and help her out in any way i can,and i know that even in times like this she needs me the most to help her get by. the night i found out my mom's kidneys were failing i couldn't stop thinking about it that night,and when i was trying to go to sleep,i was tossing and turning all night and was crying,the next day at school i told my best friends ,because they see my mom as a mom to them as well and as i was telling them what was happening i began to burst out in tears,as i walked into my class, students,as well as my friends had asked me what was going on causing me to cry more.i thank god for having friends be for me in times like this,and a month after that ,things had gotten even worst,more yelling and more arguing,and im just tired of all of this