[Sadrain]

Oh, I am very sorry to hear that, Panda. >: -hugs- I won't pester you about it if you don't want to talk about it, though, sometimes keeping it all in for forever ends up worse in the long run. since it grows bigger and bigger as a pain bubble.
I hope that whatever it is, you can eventually overcome it. I have gone trough plenty of bad things my self and I can't say I have completely shaken them off even after few years, but I am stronger now and unless one of those depression times come (and now it's just around the corner.... -sinks in floor when thinks about new school-) I can live on somewhat and not let it bother me every day.

It might sound cruel, but hopefully, whatever it is, it won't always remain as a fresh, bleeding wound and scar eventually and just ache every now and then. I know memories don't ever fully disappear. ._.