[La Diablesse]

oh btw... Here's an insight to my break-down over stupid "friends"

Recently for some months now, I feel like my "friends" have been avoiding me. They wouldn't tell me when they're planning things, they'd forget about giving me something for my birthday/christmas/anything group related.

Also, I found that their personalities seemed to change. I'm attracted to crazy spontaneous people; people who aren't afraid to do stuff in public that would make everyone stare or get them labelled as crazy.

They're not like that anymore. They care sooooo much about their image. They keep putting up this stupid "pretty girl" front and I HATE THAT!! Not to mention what they talk about. It's only gossip, and boys; boys and gossip. Even when another friend is not around, they talk about her behind her back.

I've "known" these girls for 5 years. Maybe it's cause they saw me as a pity case 5 years ago. Back then I was crying because I was in a new school with new people and all my friends were gone. They literally said they were my friends when all they actually did was had me draw them.

Not to self: Drawing does not help you make friends.

My mother told me that it was probably my fault and to look at it through their eyes.

She said: "Maybe they think that you're ignoring them. You're a bit anti-social you know and you only want to talk to people when you want to talk."

It's possible... She also said I should send them an email, asking them what's going on. I did... I still haven't got a reply

My mom talked to one of them yesterday.
After she LIED and said I missed them. The girl said that they were still my friends and blah blah blah. It ended with "It's just a misunderstanding".

2 hours later. I'm on Facebook...what do I see?? oh right! Pictures of EVERYONE on vacation just having fun..

.um... wut??

Why didn't you tell me?? This is NOT the first time... nor the 2nd...not the 3rd...

I'm just really disappointed right now. I know that not everyone will like everyone but I don't appreciate them LYING to me. If you don't want to be with me...SAY SO

Don't call me your friend...

I'm not...

Extra stupid thing is? Their response was "Everybody's Doing It" 8DDD

"Everybody" is stupid... I don't want to friend with most people. Not my cup of tea...

Give me some weirdos plzkthxbai