[Misericorde]

Pocket. I know how you feel. Trust me. I haven't broken anything of my mom's, yet. But that's because I haven't gone through any of her stuff yet. It's been piled in my living room since December. I'm so scared of going through all her stuff, because I know I'm going to cry. I'm so terrified I may break something of hers... I know I should unpack it and sort it. But I just can't. And Tai is right about the memories. Your mind has locked them away right now because you subconsciously know it would just cause you tremendous pain to remember it now. You'll remember one day though. I have to believe that's true. I can't imagine not remembering my mom for the rest of my life. Since she passed, all I can really clearly remember is what she looked like on her hospital bed. After she passed away. And then worse, an even clearer image of her in that pine box... Pocket, text me if you ever need to. Please. You know why. <3