[Kaien Shiba]

You're gunna want to slap me for this comment but 'everything happens for a reason' perhaps yes its not time just yet. as for everything else it come simply be psycological. Sounds silly I know but your want for a child is strong, that's apparent.

Maybe once you get out on your own and in a great spot to raise a child with enough financial stability everything will fall into place. I know I sound cold but I work as a Cake decorator in a store with lots of low income families. It's just heart breaking to see a small chidl point to the cakes in my case "Mommy it's my birthday! can I get a cake" and the responce is always "no, we dont have the money" ungh.... the joys of parenthood is well worth the cost but jsut... think about it. You're going to want to spoil your kid besure you can =D