[Echo-chan713]

Everyone has different eating habits, I have a habit of either when I'm alone grazing throughout the day or if I have guests and/or going somewhere with them I eat a number of square meals (or I don't eat unless my guests do).

My bosy perfer grazing because it's gettiong an easy flow of sugar and calories and if I stop doing it and stick to the 3 meals a day and a snack, then my blood sugar drops, my legs shake, then I faint and pass out for a number of hours until I have the amout of sugar to regain my conscience.

Have you talked to Tai about the situation because if this is going on then Tai would be suspicious about the habit?

For me the reason why I don't eat unless my guest do because it's out of hospitality and mannerism, my subconscience thinks that if I ate before they do then I would feel like a pig and so I have to not graze and put my metabolism through a number of squares of meals of that day(s).

It seeems to me that you want a companion to be with you when you eat because it'll be all sad and lonely if you ate alone.

Is it possible that you're not eating enough calories to get through the day/hours. It can be a physical thing, social, or even an emotional problem.