[Nanka]

I think crying makes you MORE of a man than most of us are. I wish I could cry when I'm in pain or hurting, but I put up this damn guard over myself that won't cry no matter what I do. I'm sorry that you're hurting that bad over a friendship, but if they aren't willing to be your friend, then they aren't worth your time. Trust me, I understand your pain. I almost had to end a really close friendship, but things seem patched up for the most part. This too shall pass and things will get better and more friends will eventually come into your life. Just have some faith and wait for that friend to just come waltzing into your life without you even knowing it. Feel better. <3