[Fizzyology]

Well this is a first, making a thread in this Forum I mean.

I had my last Period in mid December and, thinking that things were going the way Pat and I wanted, we assumed that I may be pregnant.

I took three urine tests that all said negative, but since the same thing happened to my sister who was two months in her pregnancy, and my Mom had always used blood tests, I figured that urine tests simply don't work in my family.

I went to a doctor to get a blood test, and the ever so paranoid doctor decided to run other tests as well.

Turns out I'm not pregnant like we wanted, instead my testosterone levels are high.

This pretty much means, that unless I get on medication, I won't be able to fulfill my life's dream of being a Mom.

And yes, I know there's adoption, and I'd love to adopt, but I don't think I could handle not being able to have my own child.

I don't have insurance by the way, so any and all medications and specialists that my doctor wants to throw at me are going to be ridiculously costly, not to mention that I don't have a job, and Pat only has a minimum wage job, and we're living with my parents.

So I'm stressed as hell and I don't know what is going on.

I have the symptoms of being pregnant, but I'm not.

I'm overly emotional(I'm assuming that's because of the testosterone), tired, dry but clearing up skin(which is the opposite of PCOS) queasy yet hungry often at the same time, and my breasts are getting bigger(another opposite symptom)

I'd love to hear opinions on this, as I'm currently feeling dead inside and my brain is a jumbled mess.