[Muff Muff]

I was really keen on the love addiction thing. I suppose that's why I hop from boy to boy after each break up. >< I'm addicted to the max. D: It's horrible! But I can fully understand that. And now that whole drug thing for guys is freaking me out cause Ben apparently is smoking a lot of pot now, I'm guessing. And he drinks a lot, and he already drank a lot when I lived there. Though I can't say much, I drank a lot too.. Oh god. D: *wheezes*

Sadrain; I'll try. That's why I haven't canceled yet. lol And I'ma tell him, I'm not looking for anything serious. I need to make sure I stick to my word this time, or I'll get in trouble again. >< But messing around will keep my mind off Ben. XD I hope. Either that or make me feel guilty. >>''