[Hermes]

Well, that was certainly an interesting read. Well, first things first.....*hugs tightly*

Second off... I can honestly say I know EXACTLY how you feel. I went the insane, "Let's just make a joke of the world" route, managed to find someone I actually find to be working towards my standards as well, that I really love, and I'm still a crazy bastard, with the "Life's a joke, nobody cares but me and her" mentality.... BUT....it doesn't have to be depressing. ^^; If you make everything kinda a joke, while still managing to to take it seriously...well, you'll either go COMPLETELY bonkers, or you could end up like me.

I don't really have much advice, at all, but I do have this: I'm going to upload some things at school tomorrow from my Flashdrive. Then, there should be hordes of love coming your way. ;3