[Randomology]

Two days ago, started off great (trying to keep it short).
1st day: Got new tires on my car, inspection up to date, playing castlevania for a good portion of the day, started my new job the next day. Evening: Mom has a seizure for no medical reason and gets rushed to the E.R. @ the Medical Center of Lewisville. I'm up til 1 until I hear the good news.

2nd day: Started my new job at 7:50 in Fort Worth, TX with the little bit of gas I had left. 5 minutes of training, found out the job didn't pay what they were saying. It was ALL comission based. Damn.
They mocked me during my work performance, the ridiculed me, they insulted me telling me every reason why I am too young to be married and why me and my wife are 100% likely to get divorced (felt like decking the guy but I had my control), used language I didn't appreciate against me, and after a 12 and a half hour day without lunch or break, they let me go.
WHY DID THEY EVEN BOTHER HIRING ME!?

So here I am today. Mom in hospital, no job, bad company.
All I have to comfort me is my wife, and God, foremost.
Did I mention I have insurance due in a week and I have no income?

I'm all sorts of pissed and upset right now!!
I am still gonna hold on to God, rely on him and what not cause I cannot do this crap alone..