[Taiania]

I can see why you feel this way when they are acting the way they are. They are being disrespectful and rude with no reason to be. And frankly your boyfriend sounds like a jerk, no offence.
It may be an idea to try and move yourself away from them and find solace in others.
You do have a level of anxiety that is obviously disturbing you. Have you thought about talking to a councillor? it can really help.