[Chickenbone]

They eat you alive don't they?

(be prepared for a very confusing rant. >: )

Usually I'm okay and I don't think that there is something wrong with me. Hardly anyone can make me second guess myself... that is except for the people that I care about most.

I try to hard to not feel this way.
I try to hard to be confident...
But then, have you ever felt confident about something and learned that it wasn't what you thought it was to begin with?

I've had to many good things ripped from when when I thought that they were... good. And now I'm scared. Very scared that I'll have yet another ripped from me... ):

I'm afraid to talk about what's bothering me and what makes me insecure with the person it involves because I'm afraid it will ruin our relationship, honestly.

Having a conversation about these kind of things never go over well with me and I need advice on how you let someone know how you feel without making them angry or upset.

Because I'm just to scared right now to try on my own...