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Hey hun. I know how it is to be on depression meds and they not work. My think was they gave me a feeling that I was getting lock jaw every time I yawned and I felt jittery. No one ever saw the jitters but I sure felt them. So I stopped taking them so I never really got to the "no being me" stage but I was wondering if that would happen.

I go day by day hiding my depression. About a month ago it was really kicking my ass..its still there but not the way it was. Yesterday my hubby and I treated his mom and step dad to breakfast. We went to a place that my mom and grandparents (her mom and dad) went to alot. It brought back memories of me going with them and I almost wanted to start crying because I miss my mom so much. This July will be 2 years since she has passed away.

I try and not let people see the hurt but I think some do.. So I retreat on here..I find people that make me laugh/happy online when I have no idea how to convey my reasoning or thoughts across.