[Duchess]

I wouldn't say that I do not know what I want. I would say that what I want and expect is TOO MUCH.

From what I've seen in my country. People are lazy and careless. It's terrible and they get noging done, yet, I keep expecting them to do better. What I want is unrealistic. But in my eyes IT SHOUlDN't be! Why can't people just commit themselves to a higher standard and attempt to be better?

I really gate it so much. I hate the fact that i'm seemingly wasting my time in this school because the world just isn't ready for me and what I want. Makes me want to just use people and manipulate them into what I want since you all are dumb dumb anyways.