[Espy]

I did say something about my not being able to make people cheer up.

Arrrrgh. I'm useless when it comes to these things /shotshotshot

But I can tell you one thing before my brain completely shuts down and I have to sleep. Honestly, when I saw the two pics that you posted, I smiled, not in derision, but in wishing that I could meet you in real life. I'm completely honest. I know a lot of people who would.

And we all have our own problems; don't let them eat you up. You're not the only person whose life, or at least a part of it, has been a shithole at some point in time.

View your life from a different perspective. You still have many, many more years to go, if you don't hurt yourself now. What can you do with all these years? A lot. And by accomplishing a lot, you'll be able to make people see that you are, in fact, worth befriending, that looks aren't everything, that no one is doomed to be a failure.

I am, in fact, crying as I type this, but don't let that bother you; one of my faults in beings overly emotional. I have to learn to deal with it and continue on. I'm only seventeen; I've got many things to do before I die, and I don't want to die without accomplishing them.