[Misericorde]

Originally Posted by Ultima

-hugs tighter- Don't say that, sweetie. As you can see, many people care about you on here that have never even met you in real life. I'm sure you have people in your life that care about you and would miss you. I'm sure that later on you will be thankful that you didn't and will be happy living your life. You just have to endure this, and then I know it will get better.

We love you Mis, please live your life to the fullest <3 <3 <3

The only people in my real life are my Dad, who I don't completely get along with... WE're not close in the least. I have my sister, and we pretty much hate each other most of the time. I only see her once a year, if that. And my best friend, who can't really say much about me wanting to do this, since she herself attempted a couple months ago and nearly succeeded...
I'm glad I have people on the internet that care about me, but there comes a point where that just makes you more depressed. I have no one in real life that could ever love me, or tell me I'm beautiful, or hug me, or anything. My mom was my world. She was my best friend, she was my lover, she was my supporter. She was all of that...