[Letiel]

I don't usually act like this Ultima. Of all days to forget my Prozac. My moods are super shifty and very extreme right now. I can't help it and when I try my body hurts and I panic and scream and hurt myself and I'm very alone in my room. I would rather not wake up in pieces.

I'm fine. Just irritated. I was very, very proud of being a Knight. I know it's silly but I felt like I had accomplished something but I just can't stand all the sexual stuff. I mean, I can stand it when it's occasional but this just keeps going and gets worse. I got in trouble once for going half as far in a thread and I'm in shock that these guys can just go about this without realizing that Airi and I want to be in the Knights thread but we feel sick irl reading some of that stuff