[Duchess]

I agree with the weight lose on the sick part.

I just dont feel -healthy- anymore D= I love the fact that I have huuuggeee hips to sway xD and my bf loves the fact that i'm soft and warm and huggable... So skinny is not an option.

I also want to increase upper body strength.. to support my heaving chest.... by back hurts WAAAY too much ;~;

What I despise is people assuming that I'm starting to exercise because I want to get smaller... and then start ranting about weight loss and all that stuff... I just want to be healthy... and wake up feeling not sick.

If I lose weight in that process then fine by me...but thats not my goal