[Duchess]

My ex cheated on me >_>

Everyone said to dump him... but my friend (now boyfriend) said to give him a second chance because of his past, etc. I value his opinion very highly, even while just friends....

So I got back with him... i regret it. He didn't take the relationship seriously, very immature. He refused to work on things that hurt me... saying that I want to change him and i don't love him for who he is.

If you'd fucking abusive and fucking cheating on me, I'm supposed to allow that and say "oh i love him for you he is" no..no.. NO. Love is supposed to make you WANT to change the bad...willingly... solely to make sure that you partner is always smiling...

He didn't want that for me... very selfish.. and I kept putting out all that I had. i kept showing love and kindness, taking him back every time. -sigh- Every time we got back together, I loved him a little less... until nothing was left but PURE HATRED.

So I broke up with him... and blocked him almost a year =__= and this bastard STILL likes me... wtf?? -sigh-

He wasn't ready for a relationship with me... I dont think he ever will be....... and I'm long moved on. *snuggles teh best fwend turned boifwend*