[Sadrain]

Yes. I was down to 5 (best grade is 10 in here) in basically all classes. Because either if answer was right or wrong, everyone laughed about me. The noise drove me crazy, I couldn't think. And when I wasn't good student anymore, they picked on me about it, just like when they did when I was good student.
Then I started home schooling (which for me was going to school every day, but not studying together with class) and I went back to good grades. I finished 9th grade as the best in my grade.
I could pick the best school, but I picked small school away from home and am fearing 1st September so much still that I nearly feel sick just thinking about it. But I won't let it get better of me.