[Linth Marsh]

Originally Posted by Misericorde

I wish it were that easy.
I was so horrible to her.
Even in her last week, I was horrible.
It's hard to be okay and what not when I have that on my mind...

Everyone handles it in their own way, it wasn't easy for me and I was pissed off, rightfully pissed when my mom passed. I worried my whole family cause i was pretty much silent when it happened for a couple weeks. I don't know your mother, but i can say she probably loved you very deeply and that's the main thing you need to remember.

I wasn't able to come to terms with my mothers death until august 31st when i was at her memorial and i saw my moms friends and family there... even my dad ( who i lived with) which she divorced 13 years earlier went to her memorial... For seven years i was a little dick head to my mother up until three months before her death, which i now regret. But all i knew was that my mother loved me regardless of what i did and wish me all the best... I don't think i can help you get through what you're feeling, but if you need my help with anything feel free to PM me any time.

... sorry -.- i'm starting to cry from typing all that... i'll be a few...