[Mica]

Hey Reader, been a while huh?

I won't make excuses for my absence, but I will do what I usually do to you. Talk. I usually start by what happened today, but for now I have this feeling that has been bothering me for so long. What is it? Am I unmotivated or lazy?

Somehow I believe I am neither, I have plenty motivation and I know I can work hard. I have done so before without complaint. Sometimes I wish you could talk back; say something no one has told me before. Something I have not thought of and that gleaming hope of realization will change.

I know I can do it, yes I am afraid but I know I am not alone. So, dear Reader, what is wrong?

I missed you. Very, very much.