[Muff Muff]

That's how I feel. I was perfectly happy with my family growing up poor. Yeah I had a lot of hard times, but it made me a better person today. And I know if it comes down to it my family will back me up. :) I just don't want it to come to that. Right now my biggest worry is that I'm making him feel he needs to do this with me so I don't get some doner..He's young but he'd be a great father, if he let's his temper go. lol And I care for him deeply. I just don't want to lose him over this...or make him feel obligated. And he says he's not, he does what he wants, but I still feel I'm making him..