[Lost]

I don't get any sick days.
I'm lucky to have my job. But when my boss's boss comes back next week... I might not.
I dunno what I'll do.
It's getting to be just to much stress.

And as much as I love him, Obbie can't really help with the bills when he's home all the time.
I know he wants to help, and tries.
But whenever theres an application up for the post office he says he wants to do it. But never does....
Always puts it off, and then it closes.
Since the applications are online... theres not much we can do but wait until they put it back up.

I needed him to get a better job. He said he was going to do it. It was posted again this week... I wanted him to do it, and asked him to. But once again the videogames, and his ADHD got in the way and he put it off. Then it closed. It's not something he should put off. It's something he should do right away. I dunno why he does it unless he truly just doesn't want a better job, because then he couldn't be home so much playing video games.

I'm so stressed. I don't even know what to do anymore.....