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Thanks Airu.
I hate when I'm down because I'm usually pretty happy I think... but these things just get to me. It's especially hard in rl because the people I consider my best friends don't always feel like best friends.
Like if all three of us are together they both seem to talk to each other and they talk about all sorts of things and I feel like I don't really know them as much.
I just hate to feel like nobody acknowledges me, and I feel like that a lot. I'll be ignored or nobody seems to really want to talk to me. They don't make the effort to talk to me or I'm always just the "other friend" who gets second fiddle to all their other friends.