[M e w]

Meh, I just feel like... nobody I guess.
I feel like I'm not really anyone's close friend or anything, offline OR online.
I mean, I hate that I tend to be the one who has to CALL someone, or say HI to someone.
I never get people calling me or saying hi to me, y'know?
I just get sick of it, it makes me feel like nobody really likes me enough to make the effort to say something to me first.

Ya sorry, I get like this sometimes where I get sick of it and I just have to rant. I just don't like ALWAYS having to be the person who starts conversations or who makes plans, etc.
It really seems like nobody ever wants to make the effort to talk to me, I always have to be the one to make an effort.