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#370
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Lost
Woo, Graduated High School
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Thats how my dreams were. when we first broke up for about the first 6months afterward. Those dreams happened every time I closed my eyes to sleep...
I was sooo happy for my insomnia
v.v;;
then the dreams faded... they were not completely gone... but didn't happen every night.
Then... three weeks before we got back together he was there again. in my dreams. We always ended up together. no matter what happened. in the end we were together.... and then we were.
So I freak out when I wake up and he's not here. but him working the night shift doesn't help that much.
I worry that it all is a dream... which is fully possible. my mind is a scary place.
I hope its not. but if it is I wish to be asleep forever.
//then again if its a dream I'm sure things would be a little different.
xD
Your words hurt.
I'm human too, can't you see?
Not some stone statue with an iron heart.
I'm flesh and bone.
Just looking for a home.
Looking at the world behind glass eyes.
Bringing myself to the surface.
Past is past.
Scars are just marks of battles won.
Yet your words reopen old wounds.
I'm bleeding to death behind this icy exterior.
Throw on that fake smile and push through the day.
I'm human too... Why do you treat me like I'm nothing?
Last edited by Lost; 01-02-2011 at 03:12 AM.
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Posted 01-02-2011, 03:05 AM
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