[Duchess]

Dear Life,

Why do you hate me? Is it cause I'm black? I just don't get it. A lot of bad things happen and I just can't see why... I've lost faith in humanity now. I have no real friends but also, somehow, I just don't care to have any. This is simply because, humanity sucks.

I wish I wasnt so cold. I wish I was never disappointed in my life. I wish I could trust...love...care.. again. I wish I could be friendly and make some nice friends. But I know it will never change. I know I'll probably never open up again. It's your fault life... Or maybe it's mine?

Why couldnt you decrease the distance between me and my love? Why is it that everytime I get closer to him physically, you pull be back or push him away. Is it not meant to be? Or are you just that fucking cruel? Placing him halfway around the fucking world like that? Have you no heart? No wait...they always said that you are cold are cruel.

But still, can I get a do-over, please?