[johnny]

I mean actual, "I could see myself spending the rest of my life with this person," love. Even if it turns out I can't spend the rest of my life with that person and we break up, I just want to have that feeling.

And really, I've kind of reached the point where I doubt I'm ever going to be in love. There are stages to relationships. You have to have the young puppy-love, the fling, and then the true love. It's why kids start "dating" when they're like, twelve. I don't think people ever skip straight to "true love" without going through the lesser, crush-type stuff. Am I going to marry the guy who I have my first kiss with? If I want to get married before I'm fifty, I'd probably have to.