[Lucid:]

you did miss out on a lot. but I'm glad you came back and got active again. <3
it takes me a while to warm up to a community, which is why I never ever got really into solia. it was already really clique-ish when I got there so I never had a chance to fit in. beta testing here was perfect for me because I was able to build up relationships with a small community and then slowly expand as new people joined. I was the one who got to be experienced and greet new people instead of the other way around, which scares me. I totally understand the feeling of not being comfortable posting, which may sound funny coming from me, the second-highest poster on the site. XD