[Jesc]

Evil Ed, I don't know if you still need help or if I'd even be able to help you at all, but life really does suck sometimes. Everyone messes up sometimes and a lot of times it's hard to fix it. When we need help the most it's when it's hardest to ask. I've found out too late people who needed help, but didn't get any. As long as you're trying to fix your mistake you're a good person. It might take a long time, but you'll definitely end up better for it. If you ever want someone to talk to you can talk to me.