[Evil Ed]

I don't know what to do, Dose life suck this much? I'm at a cross road, should I keep going or just give up. For some reason I keep messing on every thing. I know I sound EMO and I hate it!!! but I can keep it in any more. People I love seem to hate me I don't have money to pay every thing now. Like I need too. I don't want people to hate me more and not understand. For it would just make it worst If I try to ask for help or understanding. Because I suck as a person and can't fix everything at once. And some times I do Fuck up badly, and if I say some thing to ask for help or understand I will get only yell at and make the person not to be around me any more. I'm only human......sigh. I don't know what to do.