[Lucid:]

awww, but I don't want to almost-kill chinchillas! just cruelly mistreat them occasionally. >.>;;

the thing I'm worried about is that I'm not really the idea-person. I'm creative execution. the idea people tell me what to do and I make it pretty. we were talking about print ads in our meeting last night and I just quietly sat in the corner sketching up everyone's ideas as they vocalized them. the ideas I had brought to the meeting were generally dull, and when I shared them, everyone else added tweaks to make them better. XD
a big portion of the application to the program is a 1-minute video advertising myself, and I have had a terribly hard time coming up with a decent concept. I have all summer to make it, but it still worries me. I'd really love to have the "I made it to new york in the JC Penney competition, so you have to admit me because I'm better than everyone else" card to play.