[Sadrain]

It's not like I didn't have toys, of course, I had enough of them, but I never asked mom/insisted on the "I neeeeeed iiittt" thing for those that I did like, especially if they were expensive, because I knew that if we could afford them, mom would probably have bought them for me and it's not fair to complain for something you can't get anyways. And then it wasn't like they were hang in front of my nose all the time like sometimes the real money items are here in Trisphee. Makes me want them more and all. But usually, I stress for a day or two and then I calm down that the situation isn't so bad and there is always plenty of time to get them and when I calculate, I realize I don't need 9 of them, maybe just 2-4 and that I usually manage to get.
Plus, if I do become a underground user like it sometimes seems I might, I really won't have that much time to make avvies, too, so items won't be that important.