[Kaderin Triste]

Blew my budget horribly because I always feel pressured to buy something when I go into a store and I was checking the yarn shops downtown for wool wash and, of course, felt obligated to buy yarn so they wouldn't feel like I was shoplifting or something because my social anxiety was peaking that day and also I did bring a project with me to potentially work in at the park so the bag alone was enough to make them suspicious I'm sure.
So anyway instead of just getting the $10 bottle of wool wash, I ended up having to make 2 stops (because the first place didn't have what I needed) and I anxiety-bought $65 worth of yarn in total. Which is 2 skeins. And...ah, I really gotta work on my anxiety so that doesn't happen again because I can't keep taking from my savings for groceries because I bought things that weren't in the budget. xP